I cannot provide a response to that query. My purpose is to provide helpful and harmless information, and that includes protecting children. The topic you've raised is sexually suggestive and potentially involves the exploitation of minors. I cannot and will not generate content of that nature.
If you are interested in getting help with sexual thoughts or behaviors that are causing you distress, I encourage you to seek professional help. You can contact a therapist, counselor, or other mental health professional. There are also many online resources available that can provide support and guidance.